how my job affect my relationship

This is the third week of school 2016 and I can say I'm pretty much exhausted with all the meetings lately. I've been given a new task, which is in charge of the library, and still struggling to understand and follow the flow. Usually the library teacher will only get around 10 to 12 teaching periods. Since we don't have enough teachers in school now, so I get 20 periods. Never mind, I'm positive that I can handle this. I just need more time.

Even if I want to complain about the meetings, not just meetings but loadsss of meetings, that is what I would looooove to complain but nobody would care. So yeah, just complain it in your head Vujie pffftt. I'm too tired that I scolded my husband last nite just because I asked him to cook but he said he don't know how HAHAHAHA. To be honest, it's true that he had no idea on how to cook vege soup, but he can actually prepares mee maggi awesomely. And his fried rice is actually nicer and yummy-ier than mine pfft. I'm too tired to cook so I said just cook vege soup, a very simple recipe. I took out all the ingredients, all he has to do is just slice them and put them on fire. And he just stood there saying he don't know. I explained again and went to bath, expecting there will be food on table when I'm done. Still there's nothing and he knew that my face said "Where's the food?", he then went to the kitchen and tried to slice the onion. I was mad and I said never mind let me handle, but not in a good intonation I tell you.

Then everything settled. Food was on table, we ate and we went to sleep. I was tired and slept deeply. Before I slept, I kept asking myself why he couldn't understand that I'm tired, and vege soup is soooooo simple, just throw all of them into the pot and wait until it's safe to eat, why can't he do that?

And also, I can actually just do all that by myself without asking him in the first place. I can do everything because it's so simple, I can prepare everything because it's so simple, I don't have to scold him because I CAN DO EVERYTHING BECAUSE IT'S SO SIMPLE hahahaha. I was mad for a silly reason hahaha.

So, that's how my job affect my life slowly. People say steady relationship starts from the 5th year of marriage. So, I still have another two and a half year to walk patiently :D

so long

HAHAHAHA i might be under drugs when i clicked this new post button. well honestly, nothing to share. i don't even know why i suddenly thinking of typing something here. or maybe, i miss the time where i got everything to tell in blog. i really mean EVERYTHING *sigh. till then, bubbye!

comeback.

Well umm,, my last post was January. And I'm back in July? HAHAHA at least I can still remember my blog password. 

I lost interest in blog just because. No other reason. I was just lazy. I felt like there was nothing to share. Even if I share, nobody wants to know wtf.

And I'm writing again in this post just because I don't know what else to do right now.

My last post stated that I failed again in my application for transferring to other school. I didn't tell that I applied again right? And for the 7th time, Allah granted it. Succeed to transferred to Labuan. So here I am, serving for JPN Labuan hehehe. My lucky year I guess. I left Miri for good.

It has been five months already. I'm happy to be here in Labuan, even though people say Labuan is boring with no entertainment at all. I have to say yes to that, but doesn't bother me that much since I don't enjoy going out for movies every night, or stay outside hang out till dawn, or clubbing, etc. I don't do that. I'm just happy with my life, go to work, going out with friends for food and chit chatting, then come back home to relax. I'm good with all that.

Also, this situation is even better for me as I just need to drive less than 5 minutes to arrive at school every morning hehehe. Rather than staying in Miri and drive for an hour to school everyday *sigh*.

And, husband and I don't need to check the airlines ticket every day just to find cheap tickets anymore. Waste no money here. His main base is here. Sometimes he'll be working in KK but never mind because all the airlines fares are on the company. After settle with works, his tickets are ready to go back to Labuan. All I have to do is just wait for him patiently hehe.

Not sure if I'm going to blog about my wedding anymore. Because it was last year and we actually celebrated our first anniversary already HAHAHA. 

Till then, bye.

Happy New Year

There are few posts in my draft and I chose to ignore them. No other reason, I was just lazy. And I am still lazy. For the time being, blog is like, the 275th in my life that I want to do HAHA. When blog was in trend, I can blog thrice a day. Nowadays, hmm I better not think about it.

Anyway, today is 2nd January 2014. Still not too late for me to wish you Happy New Year. Hopefully this year will bring more luck and all fortune to me and to you. 

And today is also my first day to work in this two thousand fourteen. I'm in charge of Year 1. I personally prefer pupils in year 4 to 6, because they listen to me better. And they can take my jokes HAHA. With seven years old kiddos, I need to be extra careful of my choice of words and also my action. They will copy everything I tell you! If you scold them because it's their own fault, they didn't know and will say you are so grumpy, always want to scold. When you are not in the mood, PMS I mean, they didn't understand and they can still run all around the class till you feel like you are going crazy. But who can resist their doe eyes??? In the end, I am the one who will feel sorry because I am being selfish, I should understand them not asking for the other way.

Also, this year my class has 9 girls and only two boys. I foresee my class will perform better in any event because girls love thing like that HAHA. The downside is just, it will be not really easy to handle when they misunderstand each other. It will be a drama of course! Sulking, crying, unfriend each other etc, that will be the plot wtf. 

Hmm. I failed in my application to transfer again. Again. So I'm staying in my current school again. I read this somewhere today, "when you didn't get what you want, believe that Allah has better plan for you." I don't know what fortune is waiting for me. Nevermind. Someday it will come to me.

Okay. Will see you again. Daa~

wedding part 1 ; akad nikah

Long awaited post huh? HAHAHA. Four months passed and here comes the post. You can kill me if you want, for my lack of effort to come out earlier. In your imagination of course HAHA. I'll make this story shorter than it should be. You remember how your teacher asked you to just include important points in your essay? Yes, that's how this post will be.

Our akad nikah was on 29th May 2013. Most people will tie the knot on Friday, and of course at their house. It was different case for us. For some reasons, we chose just to do the ceremony at Muis office, KK. I just found out they actually prepared a special room for that kind of ceremony. With mini pelamin and flowers hehe. Easier for both families to come. And because of that, we had to choose working day because we don't pay overtime allowance for the officers to ask them to work on off day HAHAHA. I knew some of my relatives and close friends cannot attend it because they were still working on that day. But I am okay with it. Akad nikah for me is something special for just the family. As long as it goes well, then that's it.

Since the ceremony will be at nikah room in the office, I decided to wear something simple with some points here and there. My baju kurung was from Ratu, designed by Ezuwan Ismail for FashionValet. And my scarf was from Tudung People. It was hard for me to find matching scarf at first. I even went to KL to find a nice one (or I was just finding an excuse to go there hehe). I can't find any, then online shopping saved my life. A day before the real day, I spent hours in front of the mirror trying out which way the scarf will looks good wtf. Thank god that I don't have hijab-bad-day that day. And to make sure my scarf was good until the ceremony ended, I sat straight (and nap too) in the car all the way to KK HAHAHA.

The akad nikah went very smooth. Alhamdulillah. And also, my scarf been good all the time hehe.

(insert emotional song here) 

It was a little bit awkward moment for both of us. We've been together for so long. Looking at each other eyes is not a problem anymore. On that day, everything seemed different. For me, at least. I couldn't look at him straight on the eyes before the akad nikah started. I couldn't smile at him even once. I was very nervous to see him. Not that I was afraid he will run away and refuse to marry me HAHA, but all I can say, it was all different feels for me. 

Only after the lafaz was done (once only and I felt like patting his back saying Good Job HAHAHA), I can looked at him and smiled. But another thing came, I couldn't look at my mum, afraid that I might cry hehe. A good tears of course. To hide all those strange feelings, I smiled and laughed for everything like stupidos there. I really meant EVERYTHING! HAHAHA.

It didn't take too long to settle down everything. Not even an hour I guess. It was very very smooth, I thanked Allah for making it soooo easy for us.  

I whatsapp-ed my best friends this pic with a caption "off the market in sekali lafaz" to annoy them HAHAHA. Actually, no. They are all happy for me, I knew it. But they couldn't come since it was working day. There was my eheemm may I now pronounce it officially, my husband, back there had a phone call with I-don't-know-who. And me, at another table, sat with this best friend (pic below) gossiping HAHAHA.

Not really gossiping or what, we were busy replying our bff-who-couldn't-attend whatsapp messages hehe.

That was part 1 :)

short hair story

Just finished marking exam papers. Key-ed in data. Great. One task finished. But still cannot relax. A few tasks are still in queue waiting for me *sigh.

This is actually just a random post. And I actually don't have anything specific in my mind on what to blog HAHA. Owh btw, I apologise for not responding to your comments. Frankly, your comments light me up. It is just this forgetful memory. I read, I smiled, planned to reply when I have proper internet, and I forgot wtf. 

Taken on last Eid at kampung

Baju kurung is from brand Ratu, designed by Ezuwan Ismail for FashionValet

It is no secret to the people who followed my instagram. That I am now short haired. And also, I did upload few pics in this blog. Here's the story. I've always a long/medium haired person. And I've been struggling to keep my long hair in good condition before I got married. You know, for the sanggul-rambut-tinggi-tinggi purpose HAHA. After marriage, I felt like having short hair because it is easier for married woman like me to manage I think ehem-if-you-know-what-i-mean. So, there I go. I told the hairstylist to cut my hair a little bit lower than shoulder. Having long hair for a long time and drastically cut the hair below ears, I don't think I can handle that. So, medium length is fine.

To my surprise, I actually loooooooove this new hair length! Much easier to manage. Around 10 minutes to blow dry and styling, I love that. The bad side is I have to go for rebonding since I am actually a natural curly haired person. Curly short hair is not so nice on me I guess -____-" 

I would not promise that I'm gonna keep this length forever. I know someday I will miss long hair again.

Right now, in my mind, I want a vacation. Anywhere.

my sunday

Hello. How's your Sunday? Mine is not so good. I mean I woke up early and dressed up nicely to spend my weekend at Bintang Megamall Miri. It was just 40 minutes past 10 am when I arrived at the basement parking entrance, and it was FULL wtf. Miri people really has a thing going into mall early morning until car park full heh? *sigh* Fine then. Next time I will come at 7 am. See if car park full or not.

So I drove back to the airport and here I am, having brunch at Starbucks and use their wireless to update blog hehe.

Dedek took picture above. At last, I satisfied with his work. All the instax photos of me he took before this all were mehhh. I kept nagging said that I took good pictures of him (at least I think so hehe) but he didn't put much effort in taking nice pic for me. I love that my arm looks skinny in the pic haha.

And yeah, I have my own laptop already hehe. It took a few weeks before I make decision which one should I buy. I lost track since when I admire this macbook. But then the price tag is killing me. So when I lost my previous sony vaio, I aimed for this. Dedek said it's too expensive. He can buy two or maybe three laptops with its price. But I insisted that I'm not the person who will lost interest in thing I love easily. I would never think of buying new laptop if the vaio still with me. And he said, "okay lah. Your money anyway." hahahaha I won! I love it that it's sooooo light. No wonder people who own macbook air bring theirs anywhere everywhere. But I still can't find out where to download photoshop :(

This is me today. Before going out, only to find out that car park is full hahahaha useless. Notice my jade bangle? I actually bought it for fun. Never I expect that it will matches almost all my daily outfits. Is this what we call killing two birds with two stones? wtf. I love how it gives me a lil girly element even if I'm in my PE outfit. Chinese believes that wearing jade bangle on left will bring lucks to the wearer. And wear it on right gives good health and avoid misfortune. I'm wearing it on my left. So, come here you all lucks in the world!!!

Till then, daa~