how my job affect my relationship

This is the third week of school 2016 and I can say I'm pretty much exhausted with all the meetings lately. I've been given a new task, which is in charge of the library, and still struggling to understand and follow the flow. Usually the library teacher will only get around 10 to 12 teaching periods. Since we don't have enough teachers in school now, so I get 20 periods. Never mind, I'm positive that I can handle this. I just need more time.

Even if I want to complain about the meetings, not just meetings but loadsss of meetings, that is what I would looooove to complain but nobody would care. So yeah, just complain it in your head Vujie pffftt. I'm too tired that I scolded my husband last nite just because I asked him to cook but he said he don't know how HAHAHAHA. To be honest, it's true that he had no idea on how to cook vege soup, but he can actually prepares mee maggi awesomely. And his fried rice is actually nicer and yummy-ier than mine pfft. I'm too tired to cook so I said just cook vege soup, a very simple recipe. I took out all the ingredients, all he has to do is just slice them and put them on fire. And he just stood there saying he don't know. I explained again and went to bath, expecting there will be food on table when I'm done. Still there's nothing and he knew that my face said "Where's the food?", he then went to the kitchen and tried to slice the onion. I was mad and I said never mind let me handle, but not in a good intonation I tell you.

Then everything settled. Food was on table, we ate and we went to sleep. I was tired and slept deeply. Before I slept, I kept asking myself why he couldn't understand that I'm tired, and vege soup is soooooo simple, just throw all of them into the pot and wait until it's safe to eat, why can't he do that?

And also, I can actually just do all that by myself without asking him in the first place. I can do everything because it's so simple, I can prepare everything because it's so simple, I don't have to scold him because I CAN DO EVERYTHING BECAUSE IT'S SO SIMPLE hahahaha. I was mad for a silly reason hahaha.

So, that's how my job affect my life slowly. People say steady relationship starts from the 5th year of marriage. So, I still have another two and a half year to walk patiently :D

Unstable me

Your-boring-Vujie is here, again. Yeah, pimples and dark circle are here and there now. I blame the situation I've been through these days! Wtf Vujie like always you blame others where you are the one who actually ask for it T_T

I'm not really good now. My relationship was in chaotic. My work atmosphere is a mess. So do my mood. One will bring effects to others wtf. But I swear I'm getting better. My soulmate and I are getting better. Well it was actually me who being attention seeker. What? Is that wrong request for more attention from your other half?

Workplace is not really comfortable right now. Cuz a senior colleague acts like he's right all the time. Nobody could be right but him. The worst thing for me is he seems like aiming me! Wtf I didn't even touch you, why must aim me? I can't remember any of works he gave me I didn't do.

This is why I hate working with older people. Cuz I'm not the type of talking back if he/she is older than me. By older I mean 5, 6, 7, 8 and whatever years older. Why my mum taught me not to talk back to older people even when they do wrong? Mum, you ruined my moral LOL.

Usually (especially government slave), the older the lazier. Have you ever heard that? Doesn't mean we are younger then we must work hard where you the older works less but gets much more salary wtf. For instance, I have 33 teaching periods and he has 12 teaching periods but his salary is wayyyy bigger than me. Then, he insists I must obey all the sit in schedules he arranges. Like I don't have to do all the lesson plans wtf!!

Can we work together and not putting burden on one side only you dearest older people?

If you are still student, my advice is DON'T WORK where older people are here and there like mosquitoes! Freelance. That's better. Wtf.
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friends are not friends till their true color revealed

I was actually tried to find my most fierce photo but I didn't found any. Lots of my pictures are in showing-yellow-teeth-photos category fml. Last night I was emo and today I am angry. When will I meet tranquility wtf.


First, I am angry because he seemed to question about my relationship with God. Are you good enough to talk about that? Fine, you are better than me but that doesn't give you permission to humiliate me in front of our dearest colleagues!


Second, I am angry when your eyes keep looking at me like I am the most disgusting person in the earth just because my appearance didn't reflect our work field. I wear skirt, short, sleeveless, tights. As long as I remember I've never wore them to work! So, what's your problem? If you want me to wear kain sarong all the time, do I have to obey your order? I am not your wife! Mind you, we are just colleague!


Third, I am angry when I already tried my best to keep our relationship (colleague) as smooth as it is but when you did this then I think you are ruining it. Can you just be neutral as I am so then we won't have any problems later? I don't want to be racist but when you act like this, I guess what people always say about you and your race is right. Before this I have a few friends like you but they are not worst like you. You are the worst!


But when I think it back, why should I get angry? The person who talk rubbish is nothing to me. Plus, it's not like the first time people talk thing like this to me.

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