Dear laptop

My laptop can't function well now. Actually I think the problem is on its fan. Because shop helped me format it and changed to Windows 7 but it still stay with its disease wtf. Use it for like 15 minutes then it'll automatically blank. It is not shutting down properly but just blank like no power source pfftt. Guess there is a vaio ghost live in there and playing with me wtf.

So I'll try send it to Sony Service Centre later and try to change the fan if that's the problem. I wish I'm still a student so I can call my mum tell her my laptop broken and try begging for a new one T_T

What makes me sad is I can't blog properly!! I have a few entries to update T_T
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Gaahhh!! Mizuki Nishikawa photospam!

Gosh I really need a rest!! Been working back to back these few days. That explains why I don't have much time to blog. Blogging in this blog is not only posting some craps, but it also needs lots of photoshop works HAHAHA. And I don't really have pictures to be shared because recently my days are only filled with boring stuff. Like working, eating, resting, sleeping, working, eating, resting, sleeping wtf.

Looking at my work schedule for this coming July, I don't think I'll get enough rest. Especially in the weekends. All things related to work must be done in July pfftt. Only in August I can rest a little bit from any outdoor activities because it is fasting month and for sure I won't have extra energy to run here and there while fasting fml why am I weak like this.

And, my blackberry camera can't function properly since yesterday T___T. It'll shows an error like 'Camera unable to open. Close other applications and try again.' or something like that. I accidentally dropped it like two or three times but nothing happened, until yesterday. As long as I remember, I didn't drop it yesterday. I've read in the internet how to solve the problem and I found many people face the same problem.


1. Some said it is because of the lens that might be moved a bit out of it original position.
2. Some said need to upgrade OS.
3. Some said pull the battery for at least 30 seconds.
4. Some said press lightly on the camera lens.


I didn't try no.1 because I am afraid I'll break the lens.
I don't have the idea what the hell is OS, so no.2 is out of the question.
I did try no.3 zillion times and did not work at all.
No.4 works a little bit. It back to normal for like 3-7 seconds only wtf.


Okay. I think maybe the screws are loose. Because it can back to normal after I pressed lightly on the camera lens. I don't have special screwdrivers so I can't do it myself. Plus, I don't want to take a risk having a damage blackberry T__T No choice. I'll bring it to the specialist pfftt.


Now I want to spam you with some pictures of Mizuki Nishikawa or Mizukitty!! She's really cute! I've been attracted to her since the first time I bought Popteen. But on that time I can't differentiate Mizukitty and Nana Suzuki wtf. Both are cute and I am jealous to the max! I always want hair like her. And her cheeks. And her eyes. And her smile. And her ability to put out her tongue but still cute (if I pose like that I look like a retard wtf). She's also one of the reason why I wear back Super Barbie Angel 16mm because she's super adorable when wearing it and I'm trying hard to be adorable too HAHAHA.




Erk cannot say this is photospam actually because I only put four pictures HAHAHA. Next time, I will do proper photospam XD . Till then, bye!

Candy Doll. Not yet a review.

I wish I had awesome internet connection now so I can update my blog properly. Cuz I had too many things to share. They are all about face products btw. Because sharing about my lame life is pathetic wtf.

I'm thinking about coming out with some reviews but I'm not really good in explanation. Well you don't want me to do copy paste from their official web, don't you? Wtf. Yes, of course I'm gonna share with you all my experience using those make up products I bought recently. Especially those awesome Candy Doll.

And... Here's offer for you. If you think Candy Doll line is very expensive (or if you are stingy like me wtf), I do have another alternative for you. But that's still a secret till I get awesome internet :)

Till then, wait for it ! Bye :D


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4 days without rice

I am not on diet. Seriously. I didn't take any rice for 4 days straight because..... emm just because. I will be happier announcing this if my tummy reduce by 1 inch or more. In fact, nothing change. I didn't take rice and nothing change so nothing to be proud of wtf.

No lah. It is just I think I took rice in a very very big portion nowadays. If my friends eat one plate, I'll ask for extra plate. I think I have monster in my stomach wtf. Eat like a pig but didn't see any changes to my physical, except tummy. The only thing that can make me realize I gain a lot is weight scale HAHAHA. So I decided not to eat rice and cooked spaghetti for 4 days straight. My mum must be proud of me cz I know how to cook something now wtf.

But, do you still call it cook when all that I do is just throw anything reasonable into the pan and fry them then claim it as my best dishes for my whole life? Fml.

My aim for not taking rice will end today. Cuz I plan to eat unreasonable portion of rice today wtf. Now you know I'm 100% truly Malaysian. I can live without rice. That's my objective in life wtf.
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Hot weather and delicious Candy Doll

Just transferred pictures from phone to laptop and I asked myself, "Eh why most of these pictures taken in car?" Fml. Realise now I rarely take chio pictures in order to save my not-so-youth-anymore face wtf. Please be informed, my life is just plain everyday. That's why I didn't take zillion vain pictures nowadays.

I wake up early in the morning, apply make up on Monday Wednesday Friday only cz I had PE on Tuesday and Thursday. Perfect make up will only last about 2-3 hours cuz after that oily skin starts show itself. Malaysia is just hot like that okay. To be exact, plantation area in Malaysia is damn hot! I wish I live with polar bear, or at least let me lock myself in a fridge wtf. So with oily skin there's no point of taking chio pictures. Mission will automatically fail wtf.

I miss the time where I don't have to switch on the fan all the day cuz its too cold HAHAHA. But everything has pros and contras right. The dark side of raining all day is I can't go anywhere! Can't even drive out to town cuz mud all over this place T_T. Hello ministry of education, when will you take me out from this plantation and send me back to my hometown? I'm waiting like forever already :'(

Enough complaining. I spent the whole evening today surveying on how good is Candy Doll make up line. Sounds suspicious, no? HAHAHA yes, I'm planning on buying them! Obviously they are a bit pricey. No lar. They are actually very expensive! Well, expensive for me cuz I'm poor fml.

Lip concealer cost RM55. And lip gloss too. You didn't just put concealer on lips right? So concealer plus lip gloss already cost RM110. Want to pop out your cheek? You need to pay RM55 for blusher. Heard that mineral powder is good for your skin? As long as you have RM69, you can get it for real. Wtf I must forget Candy Doll and just buy make up from Daiso RM5 for each items only T____T

This is why I must stop buying Popteen! It gives bad influence to me wtf. You also Tsubasa Masuwaka, stop acting cute for all the products LOL! Okay, just wait and see. If I can't tahan this nafsu, I'll get them for self satisfaction HAHA.
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Weight history

Never tell you this but in this pic cannot deny anymore. I have weird face shape. Right and left imbalance. Left jaw bigger than right wtf. Anybody please invent liquify apps in blackberry 9700.

I swear I'm not seriously busy that make me didn't update this blog. I'm just lazy like that. I spent most of the time watching korean drama. Once start can't stop already. And I just finished Dream High and He's Beautiful in a few days only *proud*.

A confession here. I used to be skinny. When I say skinny, means that really really skinny which is only 39 kg. I took vitamins and I achieved 48 kg HAHAHA by that time I felt my body was like balloon. Wear heels also cannot. Feet really swollen. Then my mum scolded me cz I'm fat like a pig HAHAHA.

Then I stop taking vitamins and just maintain my eat schedule. But then I've never reach 39 kg anymore. Now I'm so jealous bcz Popteen models are like 37 - 39 kg only !! Phewww human never satisfied right.

And just now I checked I'm 45 kg. HAHAHA I thought I'm only 42 kg. Start from tomorrow, no secret recipe cake anymore #neverbelievethis. Okay actually secret recipe cake is my favorite now.
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Unstable me

Your-boring-Vujie is here, again. Yeah, pimples and dark circle are here and there now. I blame the situation I've been through these days! Wtf Vujie like always you blame others where you are the one who actually ask for it T_T

I'm not really good now. My relationship was in chaotic. My work atmosphere is a mess. So do my mood. One will bring effects to others wtf. But I swear I'm getting better. My soulmate and I are getting better. Well it was actually me who being attention seeker. What? Is that wrong request for more attention from your other half?

Workplace is not really comfortable right now. Cuz a senior colleague acts like he's right all the time. Nobody could be right but him. The worst thing for me is he seems like aiming me! Wtf I didn't even touch you, why must aim me? I can't remember any of works he gave me I didn't do.

This is why I hate working with older people. Cuz I'm not the type of talking back if he/she is older than me. By older I mean 5, 6, 7, 8 and whatever years older. Why my mum taught me not to talk back to older people even when they do wrong? Mum, you ruined my moral LOL.

Usually (especially government slave), the older the lazier. Have you ever heard that? Doesn't mean we are younger then we must work hard where you the older works less but gets much more salary wtf. For instance, I have 33 teaching periods and he has 12 teaching periods but his salary is wayyyy bigger than me. Then, he insists I must obey all the sit in schedules he arranges. Like I don't have to do all the lesson plans wtf!!

Can we work together and not putting burden on one side only you dearest older people?

If you are still student, my advice is DON'T WORK where older people are here and there like mosquitoes! Freelance. That's better. Wtf.
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Tomorrow is the day

So tomorrow is my birthday and I don't feel like celebrating. Suddenly I lost my mood. I'm not sure what cause it. I just feel that. This post will be under emo post label.

I'm quite sure my phone will keep silent for the rest of the day (well okay I might get some wishes from bestfriends) bcz nobody remember my birthday. As a matter of fact, I'm not one of those popular girl so nobody cares about any special dates of me T_T.

I don't really mind actually bcz in the first place, my wish for 25th birthday is my boyfriend is there next to me and here he is. And he actually did something that beyond my expectation. He bought a surprise birthday cake for me (up to now, I haven't say thank you yet, and I haven't open the box yet fml). Well the real birthdate is tomorrow so tomorrow la baru open the box :p

Okay. Gonna close my eyes now and hopefully I'll get my mood back tomorrow :)
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Blackberry Gyaru Case

I've gone through tough week. Too many tasks but I did great. A big applause for me wtf. By great I mean at least I counted students mark correct and passed them up to headmaster on time, I made lesson plans on time, I did well when being observe by supervisor and so on. So I think I'm committed to my career now wtf.

I accidentally hurt my right thigh just now. Blood comes out and I know it would be painful when taking bath. To make it worst, I left handyplast at school fml T_T

Okay back to the entry title. As usual my body alarm don't know how to switch off herself even in weekend. So last week I woke up early with nothing to do and too bad if I oversleep then my head will spins like spinning 'gasing' wtf. So I had no choice opened my eyes and looked for something to kill the time.

So there was my effort for last weekend. I changed my dull blackberry silicone case to a stunning one. Most gyarus turn their mobile like that and since I'm tripping to be gyaru then I must have jewellery seal on mine too wtf. Ok laa that one is cheat one. I made my effort easier by bought the ready made seal and just stick it on the case. How easy HAHAHA.

I'm thinking of changing stuff around me to gyaru inspired one. Make up brushes, combs, mirror frames, shades and all I want to put blings on them! Excluding my blythes. They are already beautiful without blings :D
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Life didn't come with instructions

Working on my lesson plan actually. Take a break cz I suddenly remember I haven't update my blog wtf. So here I am.

Life is just good. I miss those time I was at home woke up late and when boredom came, just dolled up myself picked car keys and magically I stood up in the mall already HAHA.

Last weekend I can't hold it anymore. 5 days without mall made my eyes opened widely super early in Sunday morning (wtf it was Sunday okayyy I should sleep until 2pm) took bath and vroooommm I said 'Hello Miri malls!'.

If you are impatient like me to find carpark especially in weekend in Miri, you must take me as an example in life wtf. Arrive super early at the mall just because I can park my car as nearest as I can to the entrance. Bruneians love to come to Miri on weekends so malls will be flooded by their giant cars all day. So I have to be extra competitive!

Phewww I don't know what will happen to me this weekend. I'll put forks on the table next to my table before I sleep this Saturday so if my eyes open widely early in the morning again I'll stab the forks to my eyes T_T
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Twitter issues

I realize now I can't comment on my blog thru bb (or maybe I'm the dumb one dunno how to comment). Sorry Nor, nda dapat aku reply komen ko. And I can't put labels on entries too. And I can't bold my 'HAHAHA' too. And my pics will all be ugly bcz I upload it straight from hp without ps them first. And and and anddddd okay too many complains.

When I twitter-ing I usually don't give a damn on grammar or typo or whatever. In case you are following my twitter.com/tulangikankewl, you are allowed to laugh on my grammatical errors HAHAHA. How come people can get million followers on twitter? Do you follow zillion people too? I twit since Oct 2008 and only have not more than 200 followers and my tweets not more than 3000. HAHAHA I'm very kesian laaa.

But twitter is the only space where I can curse freely. There is not many people I know in real life so no matter I'm being mean or whatever they still don't know the real me.

To be honest, I always talk to myself on twitter cz when I ask question nobody care to reply my tweet fml. Maybe I should follow all politicians and start talking about politics economics and all so I'll start making friends there HAHAHA.

If you want to start twitter but you such a boring person who'll talk about your boring life, make sure you have drop dead gorgeous face then everyone will be your friend even you are totally boring! They'll make efforts to entertain you. I've seen this. Just because this girl is gorgeous, even if she tweet about bird chirping outside her window also can have millions replies HAHAHA.

Why God didn't give me that face who can attracts EVERYbody in the world?
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Working days

Sorry picture in this entry not edited so you have to see my ugly face but you need to see my effort! You are allowed to go puke. I managed to put on make up to school! I must celebrate this HAHAHA. I woke up 6.30 am like usual but still I managed to put on contact lens foundation bb cream loose powder and etc. Fuuuhhh I'm very hardworking this year wtf.

My life now is just nice where I act like I have alzheimer so I don't remember I have family friends and comfortable house and also EXCELLENT INTERNET CONNECTION in my hometown. That makes my life here easier I guess. Luckily I usually not a homesick person.

2011 I determined I must improve my relationship with soulmate. We fought too much last year and I'm the one who started most of the fights HAHAHA.

Fcuk lah! Recess is over so I have to go class now. Haih always like this when I want to update blog grrrrr
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New year flower

This is just a trial post. I mean I try to update my blog thru bb by providing pix. These flowers I asked my bf bought for me. Not even valentine but I don't care. For 6 years we've been together, this is only the second time he gave me flowers HAHAHA okay I admit I forced him to buy them pfft.
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Back to where I refuse to stay..

....more than a week. Pfft finally I'm back to plantation area.

Kinda lazy wake up in the morning and grab towel to take bath even my eyes are still refuse to open widely. Never mind. As long as my lesson plan book is pink HAHAHA. My obsession on pink is really really obvious that my colleagues know about that. Instead of giving me boring color book, they gave me pink HAHA. Okay so the beginning of my 2011 is not so boring.

Long journey from Sabah to Miri made my mind still unstable I think. This morning when parents came to me wanted to pay their children school fees, I was like 'what the fcuk is that'? HAHAHA seriously I still don't have the mood to be a good teacher yet.

I'm gonna stop now cuz I got loads of movies to be finished HAHA. See u again. Tata~
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Berry update

First attempt updating from berry
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Blackberry Bold 9700

I'm done melting over others blackberry cuz I own it now HAHAHAHA *excitement*. I always wondered how does it feels owning a blackberry. Now I know already HAHA.

Since it is white so I think we should start call it WhiteBerry wtf. Your name is blackberry then why come out with white? Shouldn't you stay in black?


Unfortunately, my berry is still a dumb phone. Not yet a smartphone because I just changed to postpaid and subscribe data plan so need to wait 24 hours before I can surf till my fingers cramp HAHA. Wait till tomorrow then I can tell the world I have smartphone just like you! HAHA super excited.


This is actually a quick post. I am too tired. T__T