#random 2

Sigh. I feel like killing myself nowadays. I don't take vain pictures lately just because I have this worst skin condition due to back to back reality job T_T Picture above was taken during exam week. Thank you filters, you hid my worse skin really well wtf. Even if I think I had enough rest but still, my body didn't work as I thought it should be. So I guess, the rest was not enough actually. In the end, I can rest, like seriously resting! HAHAHA It's school break and I'm spending my days in KK right now. Duh I don't want to say this again and again but I just can't hold myself to say this, I LOVE THIS INTERNET CONNECTION HERE!

Too bad I left my car in Miri. So I'm car-less now and I'm stuck at home can't go anywhere. My house is not located at somewhere you can get public transport easily. Plus, I can't remember the last time I took a bus (vacation doesn't count) wtf. I probably forgot already how much bus fare from where to where. Leaving car and stuck at home actually didn't leave my bank account in peace. I still do online shopping HAHAHA Thank you internet!

I went to taobao and saw a pair of fake Jimmy Choo, then I went crazy in front of laptop. Never advise me to buy the real Jimmy Choo because I can never afford it with my current job. So, taobao will save me for sure HAHAHA. But no, I haven't put orders yet. Still K.I.V it.

In less than 3 weeks, I'm going to Bandung (hopefully everything will work smoothly). Right now I'm still searching for the best hotels I can get. I don't hire driver or travel agent or whatever, so I need to plan this carefully. No sightseeing for sure because it is only a 3 days 2 nights vacation. Every minutes will be dedicated to shopping purpose HAHAHA. 

But why do I think hotels in Bandung are expensive?? I went to Agoda. I got scared to stay in budget hotels because I read many complaints on them. Even for RM150/nite hotel room also got complaints. That RM150 is not cheap okay (at least for me). So, do I have to book RM300/nite hotel room? Shit that's too expensive! It is actually a bit hard for me to choose a hotel that suits my budget. Even if I find one, they don't do online reservation. I think walk in method not really secure. I'm going there on weekend, in case the hotels are fully booked, where should I stay? Mosque? Urgghh!! This didn't happened when I was choosing hotel in Bangkok *sigh*

*continue clicking here and there in Agoda*

Happy Mother's Day

Honestly, I've never celebrate Mother's Day before #baddaughter. Because I'm not good in showing affection. Even to my own mother T_T. Where every daughter/son talk to their mother everyday and walking together holding hands, but not me. I've been like this since I don't remember when. HAHA wtf I don't even remember when was the last time I walk with my mom holding hands. Well, maybe the last one when I was a little girl.

So yeah, in my family, we didn't show affection to each other like hugging, holding hands, saying 'miss you' or whatever. I think it is because we find that funny HAHAHA. I don't have problem with others who apply that kind of affection, it is just in our family, we didn't do that. We do show our affection, in our own way. Which I don't know how to describe.

But my mom, is a super power mom. Well, every mother is, right? If you notice, I've never mentioned about my father before. Simply because I don't have one at home. He left us when I was 8 years old. What happened between my mom and my father, that's their personal. Since that, my mom is our only parent. She is the father, she is the mother.

She had me at very young age. That explains why she still looks young eventhough I'm getting older wtf. Having me at young age means she had to sacrifice most of the moments that she supposed to enjoy before entertaining babies.

I've seen she struggled with life. She struggled with her own problems. She struggled for our problems too. She worked very hard to make us a better person. I've seen how she worked to earn money. I've been there. At the situation where money was our biggest problem. My siblings and I were too young to earn money. But she never left us. I found out days after my second brother passed away. School called mom and told that we can't claim for insurance because his school fees haven't settled. That day, I felt really guilty because my mom still gave me money every weeks for expenses where she actually having problems settling our school fees. My brothers and I was in boarding school on that time.

I can say my mother and I didn't really talk a lot. I mean like we didn't share secrets. We do talk about simple stuff like what to buy at grocery, what color you like for Hari Raya, who's married this week and etc HAHAHA. But I never talk about my other half to her. I've never asked her on how to cope with this love matters. She never asked too. But I know she cares. She knows something is wrong by looking at my body language whenever it happens.

I did bad things too. I can still remember more than hundred missed calls on my phone because she really worried that I don't return her calls. I was angry (personal matters) and I slept over at my friend's house. My phone died and I didn't bring charger. When I saw that hundred missed calls, my tears ran down like heavy rain because I felt guilty that I made my mom worried like that.

I also remember how I've been a spoilt daughter. I asked mom to drive me to town (an hour drive) just because I had a date wtf. I knew she was tired from work, but that might be my potential perfect man, I just had to date him! HAHAHA turn out that man was never my perfect man wtf. Mom never complained. She waited till my date ended. I can proudly say my mom is a very sporting mom in the world! Okay, at least in my world.

Being a super mom, she still cooks for us. Even we are big enough to take care of our own tummy, but she still wants us to eat her dishes. I'm the one who always been far from home, so whenever I'm home, she'll cooks my favorite dish!

I know I can't repay all her sacrifices for me but I'm trying my best. I try to give the best for her. I'm not sure if I can say this in real life, but here I'm sure I can, I heart you mom.

My mom, my cousin and my brother.

Bling Bling iPhone Case

I almost forget that I bought bling bling months ago. I was actually wanted to stick them on all my make up cases so that they will be prettier than ever, and special *ehem*. But then, yeah, I'm always the one full of imaginations but lazy wtf. So that day I was too boring while waiting for Love Rain (fav korean drama at the moment) buffering, I took all the bling bling and started to do something, instead of doing nothing staring at the screen for like half an hour fml.

My no-longer-use iPhone case. Got this for free when bought the phone. The white actually turned to yellowish already euww.

Then.....

Tadaaaa~~~

LOL nothing to proud. Cheat one HAHAHA. It's very simple. I don't have to arrange them one by one. The blings originally come with its sticker. All I did only mix match them wtf.

So now, I can have my own bling case.

Bling iPhone cases are very expensive here. Some of them cost more than hundred. Wtf very expensive! Since I'm the type who throw phone carelessly in handbag, I'm not sure how long the blings will stay -.-"

Quick Update

Top : Polkadot Sleeveless from Dazzle Fairy

Skirt : Harajuku Short Skirt from Dazzle Fairy

Bag : Vintage Telephone from local boutique

Top : Vintage Bunnies from Dazzle Fairy

Pant : Nicole from local store

Dress : Fashionable Girls Printed Dress from Dazzle Fairy

Bag : Piano bag from local boutique

Accessories : Angel Wings from Dazzle Fairy

Thank goodness I am now recovering from flu. Hopefully no more driving with headache, or sleepy (effect of meds) while driving, etc. I know I know. It's dangerous but I have no choice. Frankly, yes I do have a choice. Which is hire a driver wtf.

Last week my school held a Language Week and I was in charge for karaoke competition. I purposely chose to handle that because it's fun to me, rather than in charge for poem, story telling, scrabbles and all. Plus, my colleagues knew when there is karaoke event in school, I always be the first to choose song wtf. So they just let me have fun with myself handling karaoke HAHA. All done very well. My talented students sang really well. Their sporting parents came as well so the event became merrier and happier. So now, hectic Language Week ended. And I'm looking forward for another hectic week wtf. Okay, May is approaching and I'm gonna be busy with preparing my students for their mid year test. Oh wait. I haven't prepared with questions yet -____________-"  

Just a quick update. Suddenly I realise that I haven't done my lesson plan. Ugh I thought I've done all things T______________T So yeah. Take care!

W♥C Haul and Insta Spam

Do you still remember my post here? Yes, I made a mini W♥C shopping again last February I guess, but only now have the time to update. Thanks to my real job recently. Too many things to settle down.

Okay, here's the truth. It was my other half who wanted to buy shoes from taobao, so I said I will help him order if only he willing to buy a pair for me too HAHA. He agreed and I happily helped him to deal with the agent. Unfortunately, the shoes he wanted already out of stock. Instead of asking for refund, I changed his order to my stuff HAHAHA. So, I got my shoes. He didn't get his shoes but I got my W♥C stuff instead.

Red polka sweater. I was having hard time either to choose this red or yellow. Both colors were really nice. 

HAHAHA my-failed-pro-model-pose. I know I know. This I'm Poor but Good Looking is soooooo last year but still, the statement speaks for me well wtf. Okay, poor but not really good looking for sure.

Okay, that's all for W♥C haul.

For those who doesn't have me in your instagram, don't worry. I'll entertain you all with my insta pictures that I stole from my instagram wtf

I was taking photos for my DazzleFairy last night. Since I put lots of make up on me, camwhore is a must! The first picture I posted and warned that I will upload more annoy pictures wtf

First annoying picture.

Second annoying picture.

THE BEST COMMENT EVER from Nekochan. HAHAHA where got look like Tsubasa? Impossibru.jpg

I went to town looking for this Hershey's Kisses chocolates like I was in a treasure hunt event but can't find any in Miri. So I told my other half and he bought for me all the way from KK. I had to mms him the Hershey's Kisses pic that I stole from Google. I had to because I told him that the Hershey's packaging look like red onion and he doesn't have any ideas at all! Or maybe he doesn't know how red onion look like wtf. I mean like this;

My explanation works or not?

My favorite ice cream at the moment. Butterscotch ice cream! I would drive to town just to get this ice cream.

Actually I stopped buying Popteen and move on to ViVi and Scawaii. I saw Tsubasa on the cover and I told myself that I must have it!

Near the beach with my other half when he came to visit me last week. Not to watch sunset like romantic couples do. Frankly, we are not romantic enough to do things like that. We were there to eat seafood with nice view HAHA. Ordered like four dishes (prawns, crabs, clams, vege) and finished them in a blink of eye. We have monster inside us.

I love buying earcaps recently. Saw this 3D bunny earcap then can't tahan myself from buying. Even though it was expensive it was RM15 *stingy. Y U NO cheaper for simple thing like this?? It lasted about 2 weeks before the bunny fell and I'm too lazy to glue it back fml

Then I found this gorgeous beautiful stunning bling ribbon earcap. So goodbye bunny. I'll put you in my memory wtf

I actually don't really have witty words flying in my mind right now because I'm too tired these days with tons of work at school. And sore throat started to come to me T_T I wish I won't fall sick. I hate to see the doctor to get medical leave. Or else I had to attend school even though I'm sick pfft. I refuse to use my CRK (a special 7 days leave for teachers) cause I'll need them for my next vacation, where I actually wasted 2 days of them already. One for Bangkok and another one for my major car service. See, I'm not in my right mind that I don't know why I'm explaining all these to you wtf

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RainbowColor Lenses by Cheesie Review

Top : Laced Collar Longsleeve from DazzleFairy

Short : Soon will be in DazzleFairy

Bag : Local boutique 

Before I went to Bangkok, I was dying to buy new contact lens because I knew I will take zillion photos of me, so must wear contact lens, make up and all then will look less ugly wtf (in the end didn't put all that vain stuff if you read my Bangkok entry you'll know why T__T). I knew Cheesie (famous Malaysia fashion blogger) produced cosmetic contact lenses recently so I decided to try them. Plus, I saw this pic of Cheesie in instagram and I told myself 'what is this lens??!! Very nice!'

Look very nice right? It looks natural.

So my first purchase was RainbowColor Earth Brown from Tokyoninki. They were very generous they also included Candy Doll pamphlet in it with Tsubasa Masuwaka all over it! 

Top : Vintage top from DazzleFairy

I mosaic my ugly armpit HAHAHA

I fell in love with it since the first time I wore it because it has super nice color, vivid but natural. Well you know, I told you before, I am now going for natural look and no more blythe eyes HAHA. It is 14.2 mm in diameter, slightly bigger than my original, and comfortable to wear (in my case, with help from eyedrops). I was so in love with it that I told myself I'm gonna buy another color! I was aiming for Wood Ash.

One fine day, I saw Cheesie tweeted that Rainbow Color now available in SaSa. My conscience said 'stop dreaming. It is almost impossible for them to reach SaSa in Miri this soon. Wait another 2-3 months wtf.' HAHAHA I always have this idea that everything I saw on the internet is currently unavailable in Miri, need to wait for miracle first then they'll appear at least for 3 months. For example Dollywink. I can get them easily back in KK but I waited two years then they finally reached Miri pfft.

But my legs were very stubborn. I magically appeared in SaSa Miri HAHAHA. I looked around and can't see them then my conscience once again said, 'see what did I told you?' Ughhh shut up you conscience! Luckily the salesgirl approached me and I told her what I want. At first, she wasn't familiar with RainbowColor and she told me to go to optic shop wtf. I told her not ordinary lenses, they are cosmetic lens and I read on the net they're available in SaSa. Then she finally understood and showed me the rack. Unfortunately Wood Ash unavailable and I bought Storm Grey.

Obviously I have moustache in pic above HAHAHA 

 

Sorry I'm not good with not-smiling-face

I love them both!! 

Color : 5/5

Design : 5/5

Comfort : 4/5

So, what do you think? Do you love them?

I was actually tried to take photos like Tricia Gosingtian always do for my blogshop pictures, and I failed HAHAHA.

Dolly Eye Bubble Lens review

I'm now in a phase where I start forgetting the intention of becoming real life doll wtf, probably because I'm aging and can't handle the dolly image anymore HAHAHA so I revert myself to natural look and wearing 14mm lens again. HAHA no lah. I was just kidding. The truth is recently I bought new lenses and chose 14mm lens again, well, just because.... I tried to ditch the 16mm, first because I'm heading to mature look now. Ehem considering my age wtf. Second because I had enough fun with 16mm lens already. Third because I can't help myself adoring those lenses and they are all in 14mm size! Barbie lens seems boring already to me, mostly because everybody wear them nowadays.

This time I'm going to make a review on these bubble lens, bought from Gojess Lens Shop. Few months ago I saw a girl wore the same lens in blue. The lenses looked very nice and vivid but I didn't know what type are those, so I just get over it, just because I don't know the lenses brand wtf. Then, this friend of mine happened to sell this lens! So I placed order and made payment. It only took a day for me to receive the happy parcel ^^

I chose brown because my conscience said 'be more natural. don't ever pick green, blue or pink, or else u'll die answering the questions from your students why your eyes are colorful' wtf.

I was afraid that this lens would dry faster. That will bring blurry vision if wear them for long hours (I usually wear lens for 9-10 hours) and I hate that because I can't drive with blurry vision! In my case, usually rohto-c didn't help much T___T The best solution is to take out the lens immediately and look shitty with make up that meant for eyes with lenses fml. 

Pictures!

So do you love the lens like I do?

Short review

Wore them few times and yes, they dried fast and hurt my eyes T__T So I put lots of rohto-c and before drive back home, I took them out. Nevermind, as long as they can help me look nice that day wtf.

Color : 5/5

Design : 5/5

Comfort : 3/5

Overall, I'm pretty happy with this bubble lens because the effect is really nice. Dryness is not a big problem because eyedrops can help.

More pictures!

Pictures below are actually taken for my blogshop, DazzleFairy.

Top : DF027 Pastel Popsicles from Dazzle Fairy

That's all. Bye! ^^