long weekend

Yeay it's gonna be a looong weekend this time. Yeay again! It's Hari Raya Aidiladha this week, so I can lay flat on my bed for four days wtf. After all rush hours at school, from sports to exam to marking papers to key in marks to meetings etc etc etc, I deserve this long weekend! Shit I guess I forced myself too much recently that I almost die last night wtf. I suddenly felt like puking and my body wasn't work very well. Looking at myself last night, I looked so pitiful with tired eyes and messy hair, I felt like crying thinking why am I like this. Before the tears come down, I put myself to sleep and not expecting any dreams. I just want a rest. A very nice rest. I left all my works on the desk. This morning, I woke up earlier than usual and get them all done then went to school without any makeup. I prepared myself to be laugh stock because me without makeup is super unglam HAHAHA.

Nevermind. This week I'm gonna regain my power. Everything will be fine again. The Secret's twitter once said plan tomorrow as what you want it to be, everything will slowly goes as what you've planned. Okay, so I'll plan my weekend. I will eat good food, laugh with Running Man, have good sleep, talk to awesome people, and online shopping HAHAHA. Obviously online shopping can makes me happy so that's what I'm gonna do.

*no pictures because I'm too lazy to transfer them*

hantaran. once or twice.

Some people say 26 is already old for a girl so must get married very quick. Or else it would affect the womb or whatever blablabla. But why I hadn't give a deep thought about that? HAHAHA. Okay, maybe it is because I'm still enjoying my single life. My other half and I never talked (yet) about this living together thing very serious. I mean like discussing it as if we are in a parliament meeting or something wtf. But sometimes we do talk about it. And it ends very quick. It almost like a joke for us. Maybe, because everytime we try to discuss I feel like laughing HAHAHA.

So yesterday, that topic popped out again. You know how we have 'hantaran' before marriage right? It started because we are not sure when will people bring the 'hantaran'.

Me : "When will people actually bring the 'hantaran'? Is it on the engagement day or on 'akad nikah' day? Why some people give 'hantaran' twice?"

Him : "I am not sure too. I haven't experienced it myself yet." (yea wtf)

Me : "Ah whatever. But I want to insist that among all the 'hantaran', there must be a Balenciaga bag for me!"

Him : "Yes, of course. Why not? You just need to wait."

Me : "What?? Really?? Are you willing to spend almost 6K for the sake of my Balenciaga bag?? Tell me honestly."

Him : "HAHAHA NO."

Me : " ........................... "

That's how our conversation ended.

Handbags & Motorcycle

Back at school days, all I know is being teacher is so easy. Talk and marking papers. Shit me now I'm a teacher I torture myself with lots works! Not that I'm complaining because even if I do, nothing will change. Except I resign and eat grass for my whole life wtf. Do you know that talking in class can actually makes you tired like you just involved in world war? Yes. That is so true. I don't run on a treadmill at school but still when I reach home, all I see is just my bed because I'm too exhausted! I put all my stamina on my talking effort, especially to the slow learners. Well kids. They always play, play and play. And me as a teacher always in charge to remind them on how to behave by doing things like talk, talk and talk.

However we still have our own time. Where we suppose to do our teaching preparation. Because my school isn't a big school (my school have around 70 students only can you imagine how small my school is?), so all preparations won't take long. My colleagues and I have time to sit together talking about life while sipping 3in1 coffee wtf. Our staffroom has hot water dispenser and 3in1 coffee. We are so cool we are not ordinary we can make coffee in staffroom wtf. Besides talking about life, we also spending time together sharing iPad or Samsung tab and admiring branded handbags HAHAHA. We like to tease the boys especially the junior one.

"Buy these handbags for us please. Only RM 5000 each. Different color for each person ok? Thank you."

"I want this Chanel handbag. I need RM 7000 more. Lend me money please."

Of course they will buy for us. They love us. Really love us!

HAHAHA who am I kidding.

"With that amount, I better buy a motorcycle or invest on whatever that will make it double," said the boys.

*sigh* What do they know about fashion and life standard HAHAHAA

What handbags are you?

Clothes.

Shoes.

Handbags.

Which one is your priority?

I think it is handbag for me. Because I can handle myself when I see attractive elegant beautiful apparels. I can persuade myself that it is okay. Nice clothes are everywhere. Shoes, I love them. Realistically, my shoes are usually stay alive nicely on the rack and rarely use, especially high heels. Because wearing high heels to school is something that can be considered insane. Why? Imagine yourself wearing them super gorgeous from home, only to arrive at school stepping on mud, chicken shit and all. So sayang my heels, so yeah, please rest in peace on the rack wtf.

Handbag? That can kill me in instant. My pocket always have holes so I can say I am always money-less HAHAHA. How I control myself from a jaw-dropping handbag? Obviously, I failed all the time wtf. First, I talk nicely to myself that I don't really need it. I have too many bags. Most of them left unwrap just because I can be satisfied by owning and not using HAHAHA wtf is that. So I don't need new bags. Just stick to the one I use everywhere I go until it dead. Then, I go home and sleep. When I am awake, the visual of bag still there. That is when I tell myself again I NEED THAT BAG! *start the car drive straight to the handbag location wtf*

I don't earn large amount every month. I still can't achieve the level where people wear Chanel just to buy fishes at wet market. Level is still locked. So, cheap ones but good quality is the best for me. Until today, the expensive bag I ever bought is Coach Poppy Swingpack for RM 200. It is just a small bag. Can't even put in my Roxy long purse. Haih small bag cost a lot because the brand. Why I bought it if it's expensive for my range? Because I was too curious what makes those branded bags super expensive!

Well well well. A girl is still a girl. Why men can spend a lot on modifying car? That's the same reason why girls are always dreaming for branded handbags. It is satisfaction (sorry if you are not this type of girl but I'm sure I am). Thank you my dear colleagues, you guys are my backbone to this madness. Thank you for being there next to me whenever we browse for the babies online *sarcasm*   

My dream bag right now is Balenciaga. One day, you are gonna be mine.

 

Followed by Miu Miu, Prada, Chanel, Kate Spade, CD, blablabla. 

Actually I don't really admire Coach. It didn't attracts me as much as Balenciaga does. But then, that's the only brand I can afford right now HAHAHAHA

Your dream walk-in wardrobe

I believe it's every girls dream having our own walk-in wardrobe. A girl can never had enough apparels right? If only universe have special fund for us girls to renovate our house and turning one of the rooms into our own walk-in wardrobe HAHAHA. This is actually one of my point of renting a house and living alone. So that I can spare a room for my infinity amount of clothes that seems like never reduced but keep increasing wtf. I swear I bought too much clothes these days and I haven't wear them yet *sigh. And of course, my imaginary walk-in closet has to be in pink! A combination of white and pink to  be exact.

Something like this. But where are the clothes? It almost doesn't make sense for a girl to have so little amount of clothes wtf.

Blair Waldorf's personal wardrobe. Ohmyyyyy look at those heelsssss!!!

BEP Fergie's wardrobe.

Because I have too many clothes, so I guess this one is better to be my reference on how to organise all my stuff.

Realistically, my so-called-dream-walk-in-wardrobe is actually like this :-

Filtered with heavy noise to avoid you from vomit seeing how messy the room is HAHAHAHA.

This house has three rooms. One is my master bedroom which I strictly put few important things only, e.g : bed, side table, fan, full body mirror, because I want it to be comfortable to sleep. Comfortable enough to make me sleep until noon wtf. Second room is my working room, filled with electronic stuff. A room where I spend most of my life wtf. Online, writing, typing, printing, watching movies, daydreaming, etc etc etc. And the third room, a room I want to make it my walk-in wardrobe, in the end look like a warehouse HAHAHAHA. I have too many useless stuff which I still can't decide to keep or to throw away. I put everything in there. So, there goes my dream of having my own celebrity wardrobe *sigh*

This is the best I can do wtf

So, what is your dream walk-in wardrobe?

Hari Raya 2012

To be honest, my Hari Raya usually is too far from what you see on television ads where elders happily making ketupat and dodol, children run happily here and there. Every year, my hari raya starts by waking up early morning, wear new baju kurung, salam-salam all family member (no hari raya speech or whatever, salam just like that), straight to the kitchen find anything that can be eaten, preparing self going to grave, back home then watching tv. That's all. Hari raya is just like usual holiday for me *sigh* I don't know. I'm just like that.  

That's me on first day of hari raya without any makeup. Didn't bother to put any chemicals on face.

Me with my lil cousin, Afifah Antasha. The naughty one. She arrived kampung late that day and she knocked my door in the middle of the night (I was asleep already) just because she wanted her new clothes HAHAHA kids nowadays. Her mother said she insisted of going back kampung that night. Of course because she knew new dresses were waiting HAHA.

I'm the one who always in charge of hair styling in the family wtf. The kids will naturally find me when it comes to hair styling. Here's one of my artwork HAHA :-

My so called Bohemian Fairy Braid.

And this one is my so called Waterfall Fairytale Braid (taken at school).

I actually have nothing more to say about my hari raya. It was seriously nothing to share. What's there to share when I was staying at home all the time? By the time my hari raya break ended, I went back to Miri. Now, I'm continuing my boring life.

Taken today before going out paying bills, drive the car to car wash, breakfast, lunch, doing some light shopping, etc etc etc. 

Lost of words. I'm having period pain right now. So everything is like going to the wrong direction T_________T

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